ocular shift

near-future flash sci-fi

the velocity of ubiquitousness

the president's press conference is given at the white house with 40 people in attendance and watched live on 4 networks by 1.2 million people and posted on 15 websites and watched by 3 million and reposted on 200 websites and an auto-tuned version is made and posted and reposted and a remix of the auto-tuned version and a bad lip reading of the original and the colors of the  emperor's clothes are 10100101111010100101010101010010101110110010100111000110010101001010101010010.

on passive and active nihilism (enigma is silence)

another go round:

nothing to be done

/

everything to be done.

on reading my autoicon (dfw is notknowing is notknowing)

w/r/t david foster wallace

dfw knew his family would be the ones to find him
hanging.
what was the space between the decision and the action?
in his essay farther away, his friend jonathon frazen speculates that there was planning.
there must have been.
certainly beyond good and evil.

the grave dangers of being

 there is no guide.
only scribble. dribble. drop.

a visit to the analyst

do you feel your symptoms overtaking your essential sense of self?
are you trying to feel or does it come naturally?
tell me about your anxiety.
is it angst?
is it hungry or does it sit?
are you taking something for it...your essential sense of self?

watching doors close from a distance (n3cr0ph0bia0l0gy)

he runs into my apartment,
screaming:
"Tomorrow is here and her name is Agency!"
sonofabitch, get out of here, i say,
i'm working.
i'm trying.
He turns to me and smiles
as if to ask
how deep is a groove
before it's a rut.

The Burst of Brooding

And there it goes,

beg in ning (reBIRTH)

when starting over
one must think of habit.
habit is action.
habitual non-action, more difficult.
can you sit still for five minutes without thinking of your phone?
nomen nesco is a cellphone from the nineteen nineties,
can't take him anywhere.

Late-Night Delerium

cyclic ebullitions syndrome (new world langauge of grunts and moans)

a eulogy of sorts.

tension about tomorrow (see International Workers' Day)

 smell the sweat from the pigs?

non-violence is the only way.
the only way.
the only radical way.
but they will bite.
don't turn the other cheek.

the Problem of "the solitude of consciousness and communal historigraphy"

we are each islands, alone with a history book written in Esperanto and no wi-fi.

Empty tanks of apathy: the merican way (we know not what we do)

tails on the road
from heartestland, indiana.
swirling with the activity of non-arrival.

Excuse me, can I see your blood?

"...It clearly indicates we can diagnose from blood and create a blood diagnosis test for depression.” *