Thursday, June 14, 2012

beg in ning (reBIRTH)

when starting over
one must think of habit.
habit is action.
habitual non-action, more difficult.
can you sit still for five minutes without thinking of your phone?
nomen nesco is a cellphone from the nineteen nineties,
can't take him anywhere.




 new nihilism:
""Alas," said the mouse, "the whole world is growing smaller every day. At the beginning it was so big that I was afraid, I kept running and running, and I was glad when I saw walls far away to the right and left, but these long walls have narrowed so quickly that I am in the last chamber already, and there in the corner stands the trap that I must run into."
"You only need to change your direction," said the cat, and ate it up." kafka, a little fable.

some distance is certainly required.

was dfw thinking of kafka's laugh while he was kicking the chair?
was delueze thinking of the glass while he broke through?
or did he open the window first?

was diane arbus listening to nick drake?
 whats that song
  the one with no words
was she wearing alexander mcqueen?

that can't be possible.
because of the dates.
and i don't think she was wearing anything at all.

alexander waited for his mother.
will you?

was jerzy kosinski reflecting on the nature of autobiography inside that plastic bag?
   re-affirming the place of fiction
or was he gasping for breath?

 hunter thomson's note was typed-
"I am getting bitchy...
Relax - This won't hurt."

do they still play ian curtis on the radio?
i don't have one, anymore.
so i couldn't tell you.

the question is
how can maxine kumin not blame herself for anne sexton?
how can jennifer chiba not feel guilt for elliot smith?

other beings seem to
necessitate
our own.

fuckers

can you imagine tomorrow?
neofreakpower.
the foundation.

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